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>I just wanted to know, but how on Earth can a person be so wishy washy as you >are? One week you have one opinion, the next week you have another opinion. Do >you have multiple personality disorder? I hope you understand the reason I >blocked you, because your back and forth posts drove me crazy. Why do you hate >benzos so much? Its obvious you have severe panic disorder, in addition to >bipolar disorder. Why did you even try to go off Klonopin to begin with? You >need Klonopin, to keep this panic stuff controlled. >You remind me of a ping pong ball. You bounce all over the place, one week >youre this way the next week its something else. Is your lithium level correct? >Maybe you need a second mood stabiliser added?

Let me get this straight — You bitched at me for posting about your life, and to leave you alone. Lo and behold — I come back and your posting about Squiggles life, and offering personal and medical advice – diagnosis – and opinions about ones manic depression and behavior. If it wasn’t proper in your opinion to do this to you —  why are you doing it to someone else? JESUS FUCKING CHRIST —  are you really this ignorant, or are you trying very hard to be ignorant? I thought maybe Compucat — whatever a Compucat  is —  had a point – I should move on and let the support continue. But reality to me anyway is there isn’t much in the way of support – a few threads – more personality clashes and theories than support, judging from recent messages — many questions go unanswered. I posted in alt.abortion [check the archives Eric, real e-mail address] and it always boiled down to the same old muck racking I see here. Why not just skip the year of on topic discussion and go straight for the mud??? Lets stand behind this line here and see who can piss further. At first I thought it was odd Steve was on your shit so much Eric – but it makes sense now. You can’t stand someone with an alternative theory that doesn’t fit in with what you "feel" it should be – you can’t stand someone who doesn’t give in to you tactics of slash and burn – then whine – and probably most – you can not stand someone willing to consistently point out the blatant hyporcrisy that each of your posts spew forth. With that said, a question I’ve been dying to ask all weekend — And you some kind of fucking NAMBLA queer? http://www.idiom.com/~drjohn/ect.html

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> http://www.idiom.com/~drjohn/ect.html

Just saw this string – very supportive John. Regarding my wishy washiness – it results from my attempt to give credence to Eric’s "medical" knowledge; which unfortunately, clashes with his truly repugnant views and vulgar posts.   I don’t know what the truth is about many drugs; but I can tell you this coming straight from me with no wavering or doubt:  the Xanax was unnecessary (it destroyed a good part of my life); the Rivotril *may* have been unnecessary but was impossible to get off of; as for my panic attacks – the synthroid dose may have been high (when it was lowered by about 50%) the anxiety, insomnia and many phobias disappeared. I was addicted to Xanax and had inter-dose withdrawal. My doctor helped me get off it. Does that answer your question – you must have some sort of cognitive disorder or complete disinterest in what I have to say about this Eric – you keep asking, I keep telling you and you keep asking again. Squiggles

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